This photograph was taken as a way to record the things happening in my life. Depression, helplessness, anger, frustration, denial and overwhelm (to name a few) are all the things I was facing during this time. I was in a very fragile state and these feelings were totally foreign to me. The thought of a possible heart transplant was, clearly, overwhelming. Thankfully, there is light at the end of the tunnel, but getting to it was something I had to put in God's hands so that I could survive in tact.